i want to sleep its late but i have so many missing assignments i dont wanna fail i wanna stay on top my grades i dont wanna disappoint everyone all the other students seems so far ahead i dont know if i should even try when i close my eyes i can see them shaking their heads i hear their whispers of disgust i will never be enough for this world i am tired my hand aches my teachers and parents are expecting so much more but i cant give them anything