I hate everything and im trying my best to be ok and this is Hard for me and i mean hard.. I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is, this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always tryin' my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killin' my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much
Goin8 on at the same time, I
Wish it would stop and I've tried, but
Life just sucks then we all die
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm messed up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drownin' up my sorrow
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feelin' so empty
I wish that stuff wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
Of things I could do to mess me up
I wanna let go, but I'm feelin' so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hopin' no one disrupts
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm messed up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough
Or maybe I've had just too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drownin' up my sorrow
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
My body's shakin'
My head is achin'
It feels like my heart is breakin'
My body's shakin'
My head is achin'
I can't fix this mess I'm makin'
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die