No matter how bad things are, you can always make things worse...Once someone's hurt you...it's harder to relax around them...harder to think of them as safe to love...We must understand that sadness is an ocean, and sometimes we drown, while other days we are forced to swim...it's always been hard on me and I just got out of a relationship so its really hard on me rn...i didn't wanna say anything but I can't leave ppl just wondering...i am really depressed rn but "like everyone say" it will get better and Ig i just have to deal with the pain...my life is so messed up and no one really gets me but wonder why i am the way i am...I'm sowwy i am this way and if u can't accept me for me just plz leave now...yk who u r I'm sowwy if I'm not talking as much its just hard on me rn...i can explain more when i come back but don't be pretending like yall are worried if ur relly not bc that hurts more...I'm crying at night and thinking abt ending it all...but all in is that if i wasn't here then that's less ppl hurt anyway...ty bye ily <3❤️