I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed I'm sorry that my head's always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show
Don't get carried away, no
I'll only let you down
Certain circumstances got me feeling low
Don't take it personally Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fu*ck
Stressed as fu*ck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as… I'm sorry I've been sususuicidal since i was nin