WELL, ITS OFFICIAL. IVE FAILED SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN. THANKS FOR NOTHING AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO TRYED TO HELP ME AND I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF AND I MUST END THIS. I WILL NOW ATTEMPT TO END MY LIFE BY PILLS OR KNIFE OR ANOTHER METHOD CAUSE I REALIZE THE CYCLE AND I HAVE NOTHING TO BE HOPEFUL ABOUT OR LOOK FORWARD. AND DONT TELL ME THINGS WILL GET BETTER BECAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT IT WANT. EVERY YEAR THE SAME ROUNTINE WITH SAME PAINS AND FAILURES ONLY GET WORSE CAUSE AND IM THE BLAME CAUSE I ACT S..T...U..P..I..D.. AND FOOLISH AND CANT GET MY ACT TOGETHER AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT BUT IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO CHANGE ITS TO LATE FOR ME NOW. I DO CUT MYSELF SOMETIMES BUT THATS NOT ENOUGH RELIEF AND IT DOESNT GET ME NOWHERE. I MUST GO TO SLEEP NOW I MUST END IT. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I EVEN POSTED THIS CAUSE THIS IS MY PROBLEM AND NOBODY CARES ABOUT SOME FK UP PERSON. JUST TAKE MY POINTS AND LEAVE. goodbye