when i was 7 years old I listened to this song on repeat hoping I would have the strength one day to do it. and my mom had a pill problem. My dad worked all the time and didnt care, and my sister hated me. At 12 my mom died of a drug overdose. I miss my mother. I'm depressed. I have trouble sleeping. when I do sleep its at 2AM. I cut my wrists I hate me.