I throw on a facade And then, act like I'm alright
Say I'll go to sleep
But then I'll stay up all night
And honestly
I think that theres something
Very wrong with me
Writing down these lines
But they just do not seem like songs to me
I usually spend the night
Locked inside my head
Thoughts about my ex
And the days that I will be dead
Mood is suicidal
This is just me in denial
Burn my feelings in a pile
I can't find the strength to smile
Say they're tired of the sad shiii
Sorry that it's how I feel

“Never say you want to die.”,”Live on without giving up!” They say everybody should live life by that Frankly we don’t care a bit if we ourselves died but we’d be pretty sad if the people around us died it should be ego somehow that goes like “Because we just wouldn’t like to be sad.” Not carin if strangers are living or not, and hating someone else merely like some kinds of trends and fashion but we still say “Lets live in peace” nevertheless, what a wonderful thing that would be indeed someone dies on the other side of the screen and someone sings for the loss and an influenced boy  ran off carrying a knife life hates us now squeezing out our values and ego we easily broadcast songs about killing somebody on radio waves life hates us now we say “we don’t want our life” as if life is always there life hates us now  since we’ve got no money, we enjoy idle sleeps throughout the day never finding the meaning of  our lives we still continue  to breathe realizing we are nothing “i feel lonely” these three words is not expressive enough for this wound carrying nothing but such obstinacy, today again i lie on my bed alone we who were but youths  at some point change to young adults  growing old one day we go down like fallen leaves  without a soul in the world knowing our end obtaining an immortal body, and living our whole existence without dying  we daydream about science fictions  like that  we dont care a bit if we died  but still we want others to live  they might say its wrong to live with such contradictions  “Things that are ‘correct’ should stay ‘correct’” “if you dont want to die, then live” if you’re going to be sad and if that’s fine  then you gotta laugh solitude forever  life hates us now  never understanding what “happiness” is  we just hate the ife we’ve been delt  and curse our pasts  life hates us now  simply cherishing the idea of the word “goodbye” without knowing what a true farewell is life hates us now  happiness, farewells,  affection,  and friendship,  they’re all illusions i might just die tomorrow you know,  everything might just end up being nothin mornings and nights,  spring,  and autumn unchanging while someone dies somewhere i don’t need dreams or even a tomorrow,  as long as you are still here, thats all we need  yea… thats actually  what i want to write about  life hates us now  in the end, we’ll all die anyway you will, i will  one day all of us will rot away like fallen leaves  but regardles, we live on frantically  shouldering our lives frantically, we live killing, struggling,  laughing,  shouldering it all  live live live live live  live just live.

Explanation:

dis a poem i wrote about my opinion on life

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Explanation:

calvin taught his followers that human beings needed to follow strict rules to overcome their nature and do good. second choice