Should I die. Idk if I should or not
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oohh that is bad :( take a hug ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

I don't think you should.

Explanation:

I know I don't know you very well, but imagine if you did. who would all be affected and who it would hurt the most. right now may seem really tough,  but I promise you that things will change. it all depends on the decisions you make today. if you do, that will show how weak you are. so keep pushing through. And talk to those who'll help you. I have had lots of friends in your position, and I have helped them keep their head up. A lot of them are super happy now and appreciate not dying. some of them are still going through a bumpy road. but it all relies on you, and what you are willing t do to help yourself.

Hope that helps you. :)