Does anyone else feel like they shouldnt be here and there just a disappointment?

I don’t even need to know you to tell you that you aren’t a disappointment.
And if your not supposed to be here, and there’s no reason for your existence, find one. Find a reason for it, don’t let what anyone else tells you is right or wrong define how you want to live.
On a more serious note, I feel the exact same way as you do.. I get told that I’m a disappointment quite alot by my family. All that to say, your not alone. I wish I could give you better advice, but all I can do is hope things improve for you. And hey, if you ever need it, you can talk to me

True! is the answer hope this