Im going to the barber in abt 1hr. here is how i look now. when i get back ill show yall how look.

m going in a hour bc i have a job interview and bc yall told me i needed one

i can't answer your question in very sad situation.

but if your situation is very bad, then you can find happiness by thinking about your past that has full of happiness.

or you should do meditation for some time to get rid off from that bad situation.

i-i-i-i-i-i don't k-k-k-k-know.

if your boyfriend is cheating on you, my best advice to you is to dump him, he's only going to drag you down. and if you do, don't fret there's plenty better that know how to treat a person right. i mean honestly, the whole point of a romantic relationship is love, and if you love someone you aren't going to cheat on them. i do believe in second chances, but why would he cheat in the first place? i personally feel that if someone cheats, they ruin any chance they wanted/had with you. i wish you the best of luck with this, hang in there.