I need some help here ... I'm in love with this guy and he knows about it ... I told him how I felt ... He didn't accept or reject me but we talk daily ...
The thing is , there's another girl who had confessed to him , way before I did , and he talks to her too ... I always see them online/offline at the same time , through the same duration ... Now , that can't be a coincidence , according me ...
I feel like he doesn't/won't see me the way I see him and he doesn't/won't understand who he is to/for me ... I feel like an idiot who’s being used for just some i-am-bored-wanna-talk-? company ... It honestly seems as if he is just interested in her ... I hv no problem with that , though ...
What I want is him to be honest and not make me feel special in a fake way ... It's killing me ... What should I do ?

P. S. : I might be wrong about my theory , though ... But it is what it feels and seems like .​

explanation:

two years ago, when picking flowers in the mountains back of yosemite valley, i found a book. it was blotted and storm-beaten; all of its outer pages were mealy and crumbly. the paper seemed to dissolve like the snow beneath which it had been buried, however; many of the inner pages were well preserved. and although all were more or less stained and torn, whole chapters were easily readable. this is the condition of the great open book of yosemite glaciers today; its granite pages have been torn and blurred by the same storms that wasted the castaway book.two years ago, when picking flowers in the mountains back of yosemite valley; i found a book. it was blotted and storm-beaten, all of its outer pages were mealy and crumbly. the paper seemed to dissolve like the snow beneath which it had been buried, however, many of the inner pages were well preserved. and although all were more or less stained and torn; whole chapters were easily readable. this is the condition of the great open book of yosemite glaciers today, its granite pages have been torn and blurred by the same storms that wasted the castaway book.