When will come the time when I can get help? The time when someone will actually care? When people will stop bullying me and body shaming me? When I'll stop being so insecure and du. mb? When my parents will stop fighting? When I'll stop trying? When all of this will end...? Everything I say and do is the hurt side of me trying to say something.
Anson seabra is my favorite artist/singer because he sounds SO similar to the boy I love, who cant love me back. He makes me think about him, I pretend he's here...
Sara Teasdale is my favorite poet.
She commit sui. cide AFTER leaving many de. ath notes and not getting proper help.
Is no one paying attention
What do I need to do?
I've shouted, I've tried different people, I've tried NOT trying, I've tried hiding from the truth, I've tried imaginary friends, I've tried being delus. ional, I've tried EVERYTHING. God! All of these id. iot. s surrounding me...!
I'm sorry, I needed to vent knowing someone would see. Have a great day tho and here, have 50 points for reading this, love ya