Hows this rap? rate it ok i had it in my old acct but it got deleted so here: Lately I've been distant from the world in a quiet place
Feels like I might be wired differently I can't embrace
From all the hurt and all the pain can you feel my rage?
Growing up was bullied they considered me a basket case
But things have changed, the past is done and over with
Why I keep on dwelling on it? Why my thoughts so cancerous?
Why my best friend have to die? God can you please answer this?!
Why am I still agonizing on my last relationship
Maybe Ima crumble, take a shot I'm seeing double
You can hear my stomach rumble, reason I can never settle
I have come up from the struggle, I can promise staying humble
I am sorry for the trouble, dark inside my fu, cking tunnel
If my thoughts could really kill best believe I would be dead
I am out here saving lives and sometimes I forget
Cause my demons came to play I'm barely hanging by a thread
Maybe I should pull this trigger and just lay my mind to rest, yeah
[Chorus]

Lost in the music this is therapeutic
Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore
Look at my reflection, angel vs demon
Wish that I was dreaming
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore

x3

[verse 2]
(Demon)
I know your life ain't glamorous
I can see it in your eyes
You can't even stand yourself
Your past is haunting you
So you go to rhyme a little
Toss and turning every night
Debating if it even helps
You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reefer
And now you think its problem solved cause you changed your people?
You wake up miserable its clear you're feeding off of evil
Take my hand tonight and I can promise you'll be always peaceful!
What about my family I can't leave em in a disarray?!
Give it time and they'll move on forget about you anyway
What about my fans and the impact I have made on them?
Find another source! Do not worry they will all amend
Its better if you go do not act like you have any friends
Heaven don't exist, this is it, will you take my hand?
Voices getting louder you can't fight em best to sign your will
Join me on the darker side through the dreary depths of hell
[Chorus]
Lost in the music this is therapeutic
Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore
Look at my reflection, angel vs demon
Wish that I was dreaming
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore

I feel like giving up though...
Some things I can't explain no...
I feel like giving up though...
Some things I can't explain no...

Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore...
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore...