i have this bad habit of getting close to people and thinking that their always going to be my side, but eventually they leave me like always. I have a bad habit of loving people a little too much; when they don't even love me back; and when they leave me, mt heart feels like someone threw it from the sky. i have this bad habit of caring for people, when they don't even care about me at all. Perhaps if they saw through my eyes they'll see the scars i have deep down inside. I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired I wish feelings didn't exist. Why do feelings exist anyways? I always fall for everything and let it destroy me, Its my fault after all, but i still have hope that one day i'll find a person who has the same bad habits as i do.