The player that throws the pitch back to the pitcher is called:

Catcher

Explanation:

The catcher throws the pitch back to the pitcher but it makes contact with the bat. If the umpire determines that there is no intent on the part of the batter to intentionally interfere, the ball remains alive and in play.

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