Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy finish the lyrics

First line

Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad

Second line

Sun's up, I already wanna lay down
Friends calling, are you really tryna go out? (No)
Don't wanna get dressed up to pretend (no)
I can lie and say I'm fine
Maybe you'll stop calling then

Third line

I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it

4 line

But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad

6 line

What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with
Bad days, it's okay, let me feel it (uh-huh, uh-huh)
And some days you've got to break your heart to heal it (heal it)
I know I'm gonna feel this way again
I can lie and say I'm fine
But that wouldn't change anything
7 and 8

I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad
To be continued

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