why cant i just be happy I HATE MT LIFE I JUST WANT IT OVER EVERY TIME IM HAPPY ITS GONE * WHYYY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY* THE PERSON THE ONE PERSON WHO I THOUGHT ACTUALLY CARED JUST LEFT ME AND HE ISNT COMING BACK AND I WAS SO HAPPY WITH HE MADE ME SMILE AND LAUGH AND MADE ME ME FEEL HAPPY AND SAFE AND NOW HES GONE AND I JUST WANT TO END EVERYTHING BCZ I CANT LIVE ANYMORE IM TIRED IM TIRED OF WAKING UP EVERYDAY AND NO ONE SAYING HI NOT EVEN THE PERSON I LOVED AND NOW ITS ALL GONE > EVERTHING> WHY DOED THE WORLD HATE ME SO MUCH> STOPP TAKING MY HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY i just i i want to be happy for once