Can someone me write a poem against violence?

its so..blurry  

vision too cloudy  

too still to feel pain

the un-registration of mothers death in my brain  

it hurts

deep in your chest  

while you watch the rest

horrifying screams

"please Kai, help me!"

the tears pour out

spilling over  

they hit the ground

so small..so silent , too quiet

yet each one contains a noisy river inside

gone are the illusions of peace

fading just like reality  

its all gray

no matter what you do  

paralyzed you cant move..

the purest white snow

stained red like the mid evening sunset  

still unsure of recent events

he clawed his way in...reaching the very depths of their skin

you saw...you watched

tearing apart the strings that held their very soul together

he pulled their life right out from under them

its all your fault

you never called for help

just listen to sound of their begging pleas

darkness instilled in me

i can feel it, smell it..blood all over my hands

it wont wash away

the memories haunting me

worse than an intellectual ghost

still i scrub my hands, my body, my soul

it stings, just leave me be

im sorry

im drowning

im sorry mom

im lost

im gone...

...sry its..long hehe

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