Smashing a calcite crystal will result in many smaller crystals with distinctive crystal faces ( ). Smashing a quartz crystal will result in many smaller fragments generally lacking distinctive crystal faces ( ).

There can be more freedom for them

Although this may be the opposite of what you think i will say it anyway. you were brought into this world for a reason and you still have soo much ahead of you. not everybody has an opportunity of living a great life, but it doesn’t give you a reason to end everything. somebody in the world loves you, and imagine what you would do to them if you left forever.