Zara’s having a rough course of life and she thinks this is because of her past sins, she is being very depressed and she wants to punish herself so she doesn't ask for any blessing from Allah(s. w.t).
q) what is she missing primarily?

malvolio only loves olivia because he thinks if they get married to olivia he will have a noble title, people to serve him, and fine clothes to wear. also he thinks if they get married he will have many expensive things, and he thinks he will be able to order toby around. malvolio only wants to be noble and boss people around he dose not really love olivia. but viola love for duke orsino is real she really loves orsino.

i think he will fail because he tried to get her to love him and she said oh, you are sick of self-love, malvolio. there is no slander in an allowed fool. so i think she knows what malvolio is trying to do. she knows that he only wants to marry her because he wants to be noble and boss people around so that it why i think she said oh, you are sick of self-love, malvolio. there is no slander in an allowed fool because she new he was selfish.

a lion king of the jungle he watch's his pray and watch out and go hunting for food and go fight   other animals to protect his cubs from getting hurt