Ok so this is too and for the people I follow and who follow me. Well for starters...hi, sorry I’m kind a nervous but I have to say this The reason I don’t have as much people on my friends list is because I don’t tend to make friends that quickly so if your on my list well just know that your a real oneBUT I’m going to be leaving I’ve said this many times before but I never meant it more than I do now. My mental health is not doing the best currently and I’m not saying it’s your faults but I just feel like our friendships are not blossoming into the flowers they should be turning too, sometimes I question if I say your my friends and you might think otherwise. I only talk to you guys on here and I just feel like I put a lot of my trust into you guys and I don’t get the same in return...Off topic but this is specifically for my ex Derek- now I know we had a fight last night and I’m not really sure why...but I just want to say thx for being my bf and trying to force yourself to be there for me even though you couldn’tnow This is for wayland *hold on let me gather myself together* ok now I know that we haven’t had the easiest friendship but it was fun while it lasted. There is just so many things going on wayland that I don’t even know how to tell you for your mind is occupied on other stuff which I completely understandbut I guess I put my expectations way to high and expected you to be my bestie meaning that you would be their for me and I know that I was wrong in thinking soNow I just want to say thank you too everyone I came across on this app..I seriously don’t know where I would be if I didn’t get inspirational messages from you guys <3 And I don’t want to sound selfish but I have to focus on my self, once again I am so grateful for each and everyone of you guys,
I wish you the best in life, follow your dreams, and know your worth!
I love you all <33