Iwrote another poem but i don't have a title. can you me out?

i want the love i have to be unending
but i can't because i never had any.
while everyone got kindness and love
i get darkness and sorrow.
my rage battles on.
my happiness and anger both fighting to win.
but right now, my happiness is being defeated.
for one thing, my friendship is ruined.
another thing, my love life is empty.
me. i don't want to lose.
i don't want to lose the little sliver of happiness i have.
i don't want to lose my hope.
but i guess i can't do that either,
because i never had hope from the start.