I know where I have to go. I've known for a long time. I made a promise. The kind of promise you don't break because, if you break it, you've broken part of yourself, maybe the most important part. But you tell yourself things. Things like, I need to come up with something first. I CAN"T JUST WALK INTO THE LION"S DEN WITHOUT A PLAN. Or, It's hopeless, there's no point anymore. You've waited too long.