What can you infer indirectly from the third stanza? Indian Boy Love Song (#2)

I never spoke
the language
of the old woman

visiting my mother
in winters so cold
they could freeze
the tongue whole.

I never held my head
to their thin chests
believing in the heart.

Indian women, forgive me.
I grew up distant
and always afraid.

“the globe theatre is housed in an open arena the layout of the open air arena, featured the ‘ pit’ or the ‘yard’. the globe had a raised stage at one end and was surrounded by three tires of roofed galleries with balconies overlooking the back of the stage. the stage projected halfway into the ‘pit’”. i hope this information you .