Do the characters change or learn anything about life in the i stand

The Narrator - An unnamed, approximately forty-year-old woman who struggles to explain the aspects of her daughter Emily’s childhood that have made Emily who she is. The narrator was a young single mother during the lean years of the Great Depression. After her first husband left her, she struggled to work and raise Emily alone. She eventually remarried and had four more children. As she settles into a more stable life, she looks back on the intervening years and challenges she faced as a mother. Her guilt about the lack of attention she gave Emily as she grew up is especially pronounced

1.   in sonnet 18, the speaker wants to describe the beauty of his love, but can’t find the words to do so. the speaker says “then in mid-utterance the lay was lost” when he tries to think of the words to describe his love’s beauty.   through his defeat of finding words to describe his love, he shows his love for her.

2.   instead of describing how perfect his love is or comparing her to other beautiful things, he says she is average and there is nothing special about her.   at the last 2 lines of the poem, the volta changes the poem by saying that even though his love is average in beauty, his love for her is special and unique. so instead of praising her throughout the whole poem, he contrasts her average characteristics with his special love for her.

3.   the beloved asked the speaker to describe how he feels about her. she begins to describe what she feels but "drop the torch" and says that she can't do it because the words "hid in me out of reach." the the speaker says "nay, let the silence of my womanhood command my woman-love to thy belief" and that her silence will have to be the answer to his question.