//TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS// I've been doubting life lately.. I'm so tired all the ducking time, I get stressed from online games, family, and my hobby (animating n drawing).

School was so hard and there's still 5/6 years left of it. I can't imagine myself surviving after losing so much of my mental health in 6th grade

I bite my nails and get pinworms so much.. I feel disgusting in my own body.. I want to let myself rot and die..

My bestfriend who is the only person I know irl and online that I still talk to has been frustrating me lately.

I feel sad, angry, tired, and useless. I'm disgusted by others and myself.

The only things I took pride in was my terraria world/character and my OCs. But 1, my terraria world AND character didn't save properly so they got corrupted and had no backup due to being in the cloud, and 2, I don't take pride in my art but I really want to express my OCs and bring them to "life" :(

Jeez this vent is literally all over the place