This is how i feel right now i am torn apart? When did I become so numb?

When did I lose myself?

All the words that leave my tongue

Feel like they came from someone else

I'm paralyzed

Where are my feelings?

I no longer feel things

I know I should

I'm paralyzed

Where is the real me?

I'm lost and it kills me

Inside

I'm paralyzed

When did I become so cold?

When did I become ashamed? (Ooh)

Where's the person that I know?

They must have left

They must have left

With all my faith

I'm paralyzed

Where are my feelings?

I no longer feel things

I know I should

I'm paralyzed

Where is the real me?

I'm lost and it kills me

Inside

I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die

And if life is pain, then I buried mine

A long time ago, but it's still alive

And it's taking over me, where am I?

I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside

But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why

I'm in the race of life and time passes by

Look, I sit back and I watch it

Hands in my pockets

Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em

I just watch 'em

I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it

I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is

I'm in a box

But I'm the one who locked me in

Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

I'm paralyzed

Where are my feelings?

I no longer feel things

I know I should

I'm paralyzed

Where is the real me?

I'm lost and it kills me, inside

I'm paralyzed (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)

Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)

I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)

I know I should (Oh, how come I'm not moving)

(Why are you not moving?)

I'm paralyzed (Hey, yeah)

Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?)

I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)

I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)