I can change who I am over and over, even then I'm not good enough

Still hated.
Still on the floor rocking side to side.

I want my anxiety to quit,
But it continues to push and pull.
Like ocean waves, hide tide, in a storm.

I'm mentally drained.
I want to talk to someone.
All i get is an Ok in return and its back to them

Now, i'm tired again.
So, I'll sleep.
Hoping negative thoughts will be gone by day.


(Its short again ;-;) I know i made one of these things earlier today, but the people on discord make me feel like I need to be a different person. Anyways, another tomorrow i guess?