I don't actually have a question regarding the arts, like music or anything like that since I have no idea what category this would fall into... I'm just having a bit of a panic attack right now because my life is a bit of a mess at the moment and I would love it if some of you lovely people could make me feel a bit better. :) I just can't get over something my mother once said since she was one told me that "it was so much better without you here", and she wasn't a very good mother... I haven't even spoken to her in about two-three years now... Then when I was down there, I had a friend and she always made me do all of her work for her and she also once did something I don't want to talk about to me... Also, I'm transgender and gay, and my dad likes to mock me about that and it really honestly hurts a lot and I have really, really bad jealousy issues too that don't help much of anything... There's a bunch of other stuff too, but that's the main stuff that's bothering me... I'm mostly okay though, just... It's a bit hard to breathe since I'm a tad panicked and just having some support would help... :)
Your kindness is greatly appreciated, love each and every single one of you... May you all have happy, fulfilling lives with caring friends and family, and lots and lots of love... <3 <3 <3
Also, please don't relate your own situation to mine to help me feel better, it only makes me feel worse... Okay...? Thanks