So many times in life we think we have everything because we have friends, fame and beauty in school and every boy desires you they think you have the perfect life because you help everybody and you are always smiling.

yet, whenever we are alone we put away are happy masks away and we walk alone

we love the rain because there you can cry all you want and nobody will notice it.

whenever you get home all you want to do is run to your room and hide.

because you don't want your parents to see you and scream at you.

you want to do everything right yet there is always a mistake.

you can't eat everything you want or eat how much because then your parents will get mad and start making fun of you.

you have to be careful with your weight if not you are in big trouble.

whenever you go to bed you stay awake because you are scared that they are gonna wake you up.

In the morning hurry up put on your makeup and wipe away all of those tears and wear nice clothes and act like nothing.

when you go outside put on your happy face mask and smile and the day goes on like nothing.
and nobody will ever imagine what your life you really have just let everybody think you are perfect as well as your life.

Does anyone ever feels like this?